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if you can pick an object that would describe yourself, what would it be?


hey there people of the world.

now i can finally say that i am now a student in....something something university at somewhere in this island. the other day my lecturer was teaching us the first chapter for Public Speaking. all of us had to come up front an introduce ourselves. sounds easy ain't it? well maybe most of us who really knows about themselves can do it but not, i repeat, NOT for those who are still unaware, unrealized, undecided about themselves. i, admitting, am one of those later.

hey, i can't help it if i'm still in a confuse zone.

so i got up, controlling my walk so that i won't stumble into anything (a bit of a klutz) and stand in front of my classmates at the middle. scary as shiz. the good news is that my appearance and voice do not portray that i'm nervous but the bad news is that....my speech felt gibberish. i just found out that i do not want to tell them about me! well, name, age, habitat are all basic common sense information but the activity had a task which was to tell people the details about yourself hence personalities.

i am not the type that tell people that stuff. i'm the type that listens. not tell. though i do want some people to know more about me but...i tend to be choosy. and that time i was choosy.

so..gibberish it is. i told them i change my personality almost every year and in 5 years all of you may not recognize me. haha. which is almost the truth...about me.

but aaah...the torture does not end yet. there's a new task for the next class.

hence the title of this post.

OBJECT???! I DO NOT HAVE AN ATTACHMENT TO ANY SORTS OF OBJECT!!

well, dad said just pick something and just talk about it but the task kept me thinking alright, what if i still am do not know much about me? sucks.

then i thought long and hard and got the answer.

my object : manga.

why? my parent was strict so they don't really let me out of the house with my friends so much. so i find the company of a book much soothing. it was a book at first then i found out about manga. i thought it was a typical comic book comedy like shiz and stuff but actually, they're kind of like a book. you know when you read a certain kind of book and you would be like so engrossed in it and niagra fall, demam even! it's the same with manga! (some manga, you need to find it) they called their genre " slice of life ". which is very true, i did felt the wrath of enthusiasm of the heroine/hero in the story. the sadness that life engulfs the heroine/hero. the taste of victory after so much failed attempts. that's basically describe our life doesn't it?

why do we think that a comic book/manga is just an area of comedy and entertainment. why be mainstream people?? we can always turn certain stuff into a very different angle. like they say, be open minded.

hey, here's my recommendations. please, enjoy :) oohh fair warning, i always choose a manga which is the heroine is strong-willed but had her moments of downside, never give up, striving to be better, loving only one person (of course) etc etc etc, you get the idea right? ;D

why i pick that? because that kind of feeling is what i want, i want to be motivated, to strive, to do all my best and try again and again and again.


  • Crimson Hero (complete) 
  • Fruits Basket (complete)
  • Gakuen Alice (ongoing)
  • Hana To Akuma (complete)
  • Mars (complete)
  • Naruto (ongoing) OF COURSE !!!
  • Reimei No Arcana (ongoing)
  • Skip Beat! (ongoing) A MUST !!

warning: some scene may not be suitable for certain individual's taste. so try to focus on theme first.

adios! ^__^

oh i'm being very kind right now, if somehow you love the manga so much, download this software to download that certain manga, then you can easily read them without having to wait the loading page-by-page.