well ferocia, i guess the experiment is over. i thought about extending it to one year but with all the hubba are going on makes my sanity worse =.=
i guess i now have enough info on what i want to know and i had done what i wanted for so long.
so now, it''s time to go back on the path that is right for me. i pray for the strength within and i pray for the future it will lead.
do the things that you enjoy and make sure you know that it will not harm you nor others. choose wisely.
=) amin.